Author: JustALady

I'm just a lady trying to get by.

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Summer and vacation

My first week of vacation did hold higher then average temps and lots of sun. Looks like the remaining two weeks will be a bit less sunny and temps more towards the normal for the time of year.

My mental health is probably not at best still, looking at the Christmas curtains still up in dirty windows. Definitely the first time I didn’t bother to deal with that. Normally curtains get exchanged sometime mid January at the latest as by then Christmas period is over.

It’s not lack of time, I could have done it at any time in the past few month, and I could do it now. Just don’t feel up for it.

On the bright side, boat is in water, doesn’t quiet start as nice as it should, but that is hopefully just a small adjustment away now. I don’t mind much just being down the marina and hang out though.

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Spring is halted

We had nice warm spring weather, then came May which really is supposed to be a spring month, even referred to as a “pre-summer” month. Now we got the weather we should have had in April. Cold, wet with some strokes of snow and hail…

Boating season doesn’t really seem to be around the corner even though in reality it is. Noticed that some has put their boats in the water already, I considered going to prep mine a bit but the weather has put me off, it is parked outdoors after all.

Corona is still frequenting the news, though not really to the same extent as it was a month ago. Nothing really changes. I hear some countries are opening up, with great care and considerations. For me, things is about the same as they were about a month ago.

I’m not too restricted although there are obviously restrictions. I can’t go to far away from my hometown, and only if I do it in such a way that I don’t risk spreading the virus between locations. The places I normally visit is within reasonable distance.

One problem though is that I don’t really feel up to anything, although that might not be entirely on the Corona situation. Might just be me that is temporarily in a bad place mentally. For various reasons. It usually clears up a bit when sun and warmth come about so I hope it will this time too.

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Spring is here

Today we got nice, sunny and warm spring weather. Too bad I don’t really feel well enough to take advantage of it.

It’s not that I’m really sick, I’m just not mentally in the best place. Part of me wishes I was back to single and living alone, specifically the living alone part. I’m a bit tired of picking up the slack. Can’t remember the last time husband, on his own idea, started some cleaning.

He does dishes once in while, so I cook once in a while. The deal is he does dishes and I cook, but it doesn’t really work out that way. Often times it ends up with I didn’t cook due to kitchen still being a mess, and I know it’ll just get worse if I don’t clean up AND cook.

This usually leads to me having a bit of a lack of inspiration and in reality I don’t feel like cooking. These cases he usually cooks up some for himself (french fries or similar) and I grab a sandwich or something due to it being way to late for proper dinner.

It was easier when I only had myself to clean after. I miss that period in time. I have a suspicion I’m not meant to share a home with someone else.